Saturday, 27 October 2012
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Horsie Spooly
I was just now inspired to tell this story when I read the blog of another Xangan.
I use to hang out with a woman that owned a horse. One night, when I had been drinking for a while, probably about a week or so, we drove down to the stables where she kept her horse. By drinking, I don't mean a few beers or shots a day, but at least two quarts of 80 proof whatever a day minimum, plus whatever beer I drank on the side. It was cold out and I was not dressed for the weather and I was freezing, but I didn't care. I hadn't had any food for the whole time I'd been drinking and I was in one of those states where I was half out of my body from lack of food and the effects of the alcohol. I could feel energy flowing out of my body like a current and intermingling with the air around me. I was wide open psychically and I was hoping I'd freeze to death and just fall over dead there in the beautiful dark cold night. Very blissed out.
We walked into the stables and began walking down the long straw covered aisle to where her horse was. On the left were pens where there were other animals like goats and sheeps. There were some cats sleeping together on a pile of straw. We got up to her horse and she began talking to it and patting its head and such. The horse, which had been drousy, suddenly became very awake and began sniffing me and snorting and trying to "kiss" me, for lack of a better word. My friend, who had told me earlier that her horse was a female and didn't like male humans, was quite taken aback by this behaviour. By now, the whole place was awake. The cats were up jumping around and playing with each other, the sheeps and goats were walking around and some birds were chirping in the rafters above. Since I was near death and half outside my body, there was no resistance on my part as the horse was by now licking my head and pawing at the ground and becoming quite agitated, in a very "friendly" kind of way. I could feel that the horse was absorbing the spiritual flow that was coming from me and, being unaccustomed to so much positive energy, was responding in a way ouside her usual patterns of behaviour. My friend said it was time to go because by the way her horse was going, she was afraid it might start trying to kick the wooden rails down. All this was made stranger by the fact that I don't really like horses. As we walked out, the horses and other animals were all in the fronts of their stalls and pens, watching us leave.
I've had experinces with animals like this several times in my life, some when I was drinking and some not. It's a state of consciousness I get into on rare occasions where the flow of spiritual energy from my body is not blocked by anything in my mind. It happened more when I was kid, but as an adult the only time I experienced it was when I had been drinking long enough to become partially released from my body. See what civilization does to us?
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Interesting. I've always been under the impression that possession events happen most often when the blocks you refer to are down: being drunk, high, depressed, about to die, or very sick. That makes sense to me in that while I don't see auras (our energetic defense field), I often either feel them or notice their lack. Your idea about it one I hadn't considered before: wall done can also mean two-way energy communication. I still think you're very lucky no negative entities were around to take advantage of it though.
indeed, re civilization. i think we used to 'know' more than we do now. there are theories out there, that there have been some huge traumas, that we have not processed as a species = a dumbing down.
interesting story/realization.What society does to us but restricts what we do to cope with it. I dont know how anyone gets by without booze or dope or something.
@Ampbreia - For whatever reasons, I've never had problems with entities getting inside of me, at least that I know of. I can sense them and feel their influence, but I don't give into it. I've felt very evil and demonic in my mind at times in my life, but there seems to be some kind of shield around my heart center that nothing can penetrate. It seems to be rooted in compassion. I'm guessing here, but it sounds right.
@runisom48 - Civilization seems to derive from the intellectual capacities in breaking down the whole and reconstructing reality through small bits that manifest as facts, laws, rules, regulations etc like the way computers create the vitual reality with bits,ones and zeros, that has developed into another reality. In the process, the whole is destroyed in compartmentalization and the spiritual reality is no longer visible.
@ascultafili - I drank two fifths a day, give or take, for around 18 years and then switched to binge drinking for the remainder of my life because I had to get a "real" job. I probably can't drink now because of heart medications but I want to. I hated the workaday state of consciousness and all the bullshit that goes along with it. I was always very happy when I was drinking. Anybody that has to take stuff to help them keep a job and put up with the BS, I totally understand.
to feel that flow.
*hug*@Bels_Kaylar - a dumbing down... or a deliberate squanching of those gifts. Traumas do have a tendency to stop things dead in their tracks.
You have a way with animals that's for sure. I find it interesting that we both have had something happen in regard to horses. When I was young I went horseback ridding with my cousin and her friend. Her friend and I climbed onto a Shetland pony, bare back, who was suppose to be meaner than sin. While both of us were on it, it was well behaved and happy. The minute I got off and started to walk away it threw my cousin's friend off and stomped on his chest. I'm not fond of horses either.
very interesting. civilization and adulthood. it's a tough gig.
I am happy to be senile and get a break from reality.
There is a fine line between the spirit world and our world and when one is close to passing before ones time, many times the spirit of another still in this plain will try to contact and strengthen the spirit of the one close to death before their time.
Many have such closed mind they do not believe in anything but laying under the ground after their spirit has left the body. It is sad so many restrict themselves to the darkness when they could be having another adventure in the life through the veil.
To have civilization, a specific set of ideals are adopted/adapted, and everyone is forced to fit the mold. The rules can be opinion and some opinions hold them "good". It's hard to say what the horse's reaction meant. A horse may have a keener sense of smell and might have been reacting to the sweet and ammonia smell of the alcohol and ketone breath of malnutrition. Nevertheless, there was interplay or inspiration (which also has to do with "breath"), and under certain circumstances, civilization devises rules for controlling it.
@sleekpunk - That could be a possibiliy but I don't think so because it doesn't explain the activities of the other animals who weren't close enough to smell my breath - they were playing. From a sound sleep to playfullness in a few minutes. The same thing happened in my other experiences, sober ones too. My spiritual teacher told of sending the light he had recieved out into the office where he worked when he was young and didn't know any better. The people became agitated and playful, throwing things and horsing around. His teacher chastized him and warned him never to do it again, and that he (his teacher) had to absorb the karma that was created by his carelessness.
I know that some shamans use alcohol to get into a trance for a seance. Horses can sense paranormal activities and have a dislike for witches I'm told.
That is one really weird incident.