Wednesday, 10 October 2012
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Trouble in Dodge...
Ok, what's with the pictures? I put a few pictures on here and I get a zillion hits. Well, not really a zillion, but might as well be compared to what I usually get. Are people here looking for stuff to whack off to? Shame on you, you buncha pervos. Were they hoping to see me naked? Eww. Sickos. TEE HEE. And I didn't even put them on all nice like everyone else does 'cause I don't know what I'm doing. I guess people like pictures. Well, I'll try to remember to put some more on here now. After all, I am in the last third of my life and soon I'll be dead and no one will ever see my pictures again, so I might as well share them with you lovely people.
Trouble in Dodge. Some things are developing in me that I didn't expect after I retired. I thought I'd be all fired up to make more videos, but I'm not feeling it. And I haven't been searching for more K&Jpop girlie videos like I always did. I'm downloading more Coming Collapse stuff??? I don't know why. I've always been intuitional about things. Do I know something I don't know I know? I just woke up from a nap and felt like shit emotionally...lonely, restless and a bit sad. I thought retirement would cure all that. Well, not really, but I thought I would feel better than this. And I'm way addicted to being on line. I'm an alcoholic (on the wagon now) and I know what addiction feels like. I should be doing a lot more to prepare for December 21st. I am spending more time in the gym and jogging now, which is good, but that's all. I thought I woulda had twenty videos done by now and had my car turned into an emergency bugout vehicle.
I can really feel the silence pulling at me. There's a war going on in my nervous system between my pre-computer self and this current incarnation. When I sit in my room with no TV and no computer on, it feels delicious and there's something in the air that's pulling me towards nature and physical body and preparedness for...? But there's now the itch for electromagnetic stimulation - bad, very bad. I'd be fine if everything went down tomorrow. I'd become feral and rejoice in the wildness of it all. In some ways I'm really missing how I was before I got a computer and was totally ignorant of its "charms." Speaking of...
... I abruptly quit watching Charmed a few weeks ago, right in mid show. You know, I've been watching that show nearly every night before bed since 2005. I just got sick of their arrogant pc feminist attitudes and their immature concept of evil. I was able to overlook that stuff in the past because I was so enamored with the story and the magic. It appears the tectonic plates are a shiftin' in ol' Dave.
Well, it's almost time for Two and a Half Men, which is my substitute for Married With Children, which to me was the Greatest Show On Earth. Have a pleasant evening folks.
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Well, at least your cat was naked for all of those sicko perverts who may have stopped by.
What are you doing for Yule that you need to prepare for?
I think that going back to nature would be a good thing for us all. I have a feeling that we are headed in that direction in a big way anyway but I won't rant on that here.
Have you ever tried Holy Basil tea? It's absolutely wonderful for when you are stressed, over stimulated, and just want to relax and let the mind take you where it wants to go. It's not going to make you loopy or lie down to sleep. Well, it did make me lie down to sleep the first time I had some but that was because I was so stressed and running on adrenalin. It's just really good for smoothing over the rough edges.
Enjoy your tube... and I'm talking tv here.
Have a good evening yourself.
Points finger at self. Guilty. What's great about you is you're honest. It makes the reading your writing fun. I'm scared you'll figure it out and disappear. I hope you don't. Pop in every once in a while. K?
yeah, who knows why people choose to view or comment? it changes from time to time.
what kind of videos are you talking about? guess I'm a bit clueless since I just began reading your site.
I figure things will or will not happen, and possibly won't. considering how many times the second coming of Christ has been predicted. either way, I'll do whatever I do to survive.
Two and a Half men has gone hill since Charlie 'died'; Alan carries the show. The show does;however, have a few good laughs every now and then.
Must be a bit overwhelming now that you have a lot of time in your hands.
My recommendation? Get a copy of War and Peace, I loved it when I read it for the first 40 chapters, then work invaded my personal life again.
Maybe you'll be one of the few who'll finish it, you lucky dog you.
@Broom_Service - Never tried that tea and I can't now because of the heart medication I'm on. No herbals.
@sleekpunk - Oh pshaw pshaw, I know I'm honest. I can't be otherwise. Unfortunately or not, I need Xanga because I have no friends in the real world to talk to, so I'll have to be content with my friends who are composed of ones and zeros. Hee hee
@runisom48 - That's a shame that you can't try it. I'm sorry to hear that you're on heart medication. I'm still new to your site and learning more about you here and there.
@plantinthewindow - Oh, I got a thing for female Kpop and Jpop and I play my guitar to the music from the videos in front of my web cam and put them on youtube. It's something for an old guitarist to do.
@Want2FitIn2Fat2Fit - Yeah, it's not as good. I watch mostly the older ones with Charlie though.Same thing happened with Married With Children, it went slowly downhill after Steve left.
@BellArt - I'm self motivated so this free time is wonderful. I'm always doing stuff, it's just that I'm surprised at the shift in my priorities.
@runisom48 - BBT is not as good, either, with the addition of the 'girlfriends'. Shows are never as good after adding new characters and /or taking off main characters.
Naked? Who? When? Where... where where? Hehe...
@RestlessButterfly - Me. Maybe someday. Here. Hee hee
I am always surprised when I get a lot of comments on something too.
Naked photos? Did I miss them? "chuckling"
Retirement is a huge culture shock and takes a lot of adjustment. The first year I hot reitrement I wanted to go back to work. It has taken time to adjust and fill my days and today there are not enough hours int he day.
Give youself time and if the end comes in December of this year, I am not going.
My hubby and I are also recovering drunks-he has 30 years sober and I have almost 15.
Have a great week end coming up way to fast.