Wednesday, 10 October 2012
Ok, what's with the pictures? I put a few pictures on here and I get a zillion hits. Well, not really a zillion, but might as well be compared to what I usually get. Are people here looking for stuff to whack off to? Shame on you, you buncha pervos. Were they hoping to see me naked? Eww. Sickos. TEE HEE. And I didn't even put them on all nice like everyone else does 'cause I don't know what I'm doing. I guess people like pictures. Well, I'll try to remember to put some more on here now. After all, I am in the last third of my life and soon I'll be dead and no one will ever see my pictures again, so I might as well share them with you lovely people.
Trouble in Dodge. Some things are developing in me that I didn't expect after I retired. I thought I'd be all fired up to make more videos, but I'm not feeling it. And I haven't been searching for more K&Jpop girlie videos like I always did. I'm downloading more Coming Collapse stuff??? I don't know why. I've always been intuitional about things. Do I know something I don't know I know? I just woke up from a nap and felt like shit emotionally...lonely, restless and a bit sad. I thought retirement would cure all that. Well, not really, but I thought I would feel better than this. And I'm way addicted to being on line. I'm an alcoholic (on the wagon now) and I know what addiction feels like. I should be doing a lot more to prepare for December 21st. I am spending more time in the gym and jogging now, which is good, but that's all. I thought I woulda had twenty videos done by now and had my car turned into an emergency bugout vehicle.
I can really feel the silence pulling at me. There's a war going on in my nervous system between my pre-computer self and this current incarnation. When I sit in my room with no TV and no computer on, it feels delicious and there's something in the air that's pulling me towards nature and physical body and preparedness for...? But there's now the itch for electromagnetic stimulation - bad, very bad. I'd be fine if everything went down tomorrow. I'd become feral and rejoice in the wildness of it all. In some ways I'm really missing how I was before I got a computer and was totally ignorant of its "charms." Speaking of...
... I abruptly quit watching Charmed a few weeks ago, right in mid show. You know, I've been watching that show nearly every night before bed since 2005. I just got sick of their arrogant pc feminist attitudes and their immature concept of evil. I was able to overlook that stuff in the past because I was so enamored with the story and the magic. It appears the tectonic plates are a shiftin' in ol' Dave.
Well, it's almost time for Two and a Half Men, which is my substitute for Married With Children, which to me was the Greatest Show On Earth. Have a pleasant evening folks.